Becoming a ROCKSTAR!

Ages has gone by since I wrote something here, last time I was in a really good mood something that is rarely seen, at least in my last 3 years. Well anyway since last time my life has taken many 180 degrees turns along the way, got quit dizzy and lost track somewhat, but I’m still hanging on and got a firmer grip now, at least for the moment. So, what has really happened then?

I have had the opportunity to meet some friends of mine that I haven’t seen in years, witch was very uplifting and made me feel better than I have in some time, thank you! And I have started my roulette table again, who knows when it will stop again or if there is any sane person left to make a bet, or rather dare to make a bet.

Myself I have talked to a doctor and are going to meet a shrink and see if it will make any difference, thou I doubt it but I’m happy if I’m proven wrong. And as a side note I have ordered a guitar so I have something to do those sleepless nights, who knows I might become good at it. Always loved the sound of acoustic guitar’s and envied those who can play it, so why not practice the guitar instead of sitting in front of the computer each sleepless night?! So in the beginning of next month I’m getting my new black dreadnought guitar. Well I know I won’t become a rockstar over a night in my case it will probably take years, but I’m on my way on becoming one that’s the point! haha.

So besides my absurd dreams of becoming a rockstar I’m doing pretty good at school, I’m in the middle of my national tests this week and so far grabbed a VG (Very Good) grade so far, have to wait until next week before I get the final grade. Gonna visit a University I want to apply to next week, need to talk to the student counselor about my grades and what I lack so I can apply on realkompentens (reell kompetens). So my future consists of me dreaming of becoming a hopeful wannabe rockstar that are hoping for an OK in January to study at the university, I’ll cross my fingers and hope for the best.

~ av Juha den 20 maj 2009.